By Robert Krut
DIVINITY
Virus-blind, you stumble to an alley,
under a lentil rainstorm, a preacher
waves rudder arms to thunder,
makes lightning scatter until five canaries
escape his sleeves, singing condolences,
a misdirection from the transistor radio
around his neck, beneath his vestments,
its zealous torque fusing electrodes
to your breath, turning thoughts to words,
your face a cannon, and the realization
he was merely a collection of discarded
nightclub flyers lifted by the wind
between graffitied walls.
*Originally appeared in Passages North
PHANTASMAGORIA AT SIX AM
In the alley between clubs, a guy shaves
in a stainless-steel plate hung to the wall.
With each sweep of the cream, his face
disappears until two eyes drift off, lost balloons.
The street is, of course, quiet.
A garbage truck glides by,
its hazards on, a cigarette lighting
the figure in the driver’s seat.
In the only market open at this hour,
you buy water and day-old bread.
The guy behind the register is unimpressed
with the character trying to sell used lottery tickets.
The daylight peels silence
off the sides of buildings, revealing
the wide-open mouth of a graffiti face,
single vampire tooth, an arrow.
Nearby, a boom box props open a window,
a blast of music startles the pigeons
that burst to the sky, unveiling
a figure standing on the street, disoriented—
waves, tips a hat,
and you are gone.
*Originally appeared in NightBlock
NOW, BREATHE FIRE
Wait for the ash blanket and the concrete
wall of stone when the lights go out
and all you can breathe is smoke
until you adapt and cough up flames
in the night just in time to signal a getaway car
with no plates and everyone in town looks on—
but their eyes, dead comets in their skulls,
their teeth falling out as they call to you—
but you’re already gone, gone to light
the fire that will turn this whole place
to scaffolding holding ashes, ashes, and
ashes again.
*Originally appeared in Muse/A
ATONAL BREATHING
Every molecule of air
communicates fear, each moth
circles the dead tree on the parkway
mourning its branches,
while we stand, trying
to breathe poison in this failing
kidney of the city,
the truck-sized foot of an invisible
giant hovering above us, knowing
that this, this simultaneous
inhale and exhale,
this shortcut to dread, this constant
constriction of the heart,
is ten times worse than
setting its body to ground
on this block where two guys
whip pennies at an old man who,
having dropped his groceries, tries
to collect the rolling-away oranges
while they laugh.
NEIGHBORLY GESTURES
Pollution in the hardware—
there’s no escaping,
the low hanging clouds spell
your name in wet-cotton cursive
and fill themselves
with sludge, with oil, with a mass
of slurry just waiting to release—
and here, we rush from storefront
to storefront trying to open a door
but no help arrives—in one, an old man
locks his palms to the handle
and sways back to block us out
and we are on the street open, naked,
unprepared for what is coming our way,
this pension of suffering
that is inevitable, but also so easily remedied
as that man disappears behind the blur
of his own breath, masking the glass.
*Originally appeared in The Normal School
YOU WILL PRAY TO WHAT WE GIVE YOU
A golden blanket covers the city,
the neon and streetlamps finally busted open,
the power gone out along Grand Avenue,
so all that’s left is the reflection
of a full moon in all that shattered glass
caught in smoke and fog like stars in gauze—
—and as we look above to the source,
that moon births a sun in front of our eyes
and we are blinded, with no choice
but to fall to our knees and praise the light
with all we have left, as it is all we have left.
*Originally appeared in Watershed Review
THE TUNING FORK AND THE LISTENERS
The reader has a condition,
tries to reconcile the tone
of words with melodies using
a tuning fork, a lovely sound
but a cheat to civilization-building
as we sing along too easily,
too ready to launch into a
chorus before deciphering the words,
no precision whatsoever, reciting
a Bible full of redactions and blurry text
in the basement while broadcasting
into a tin can tied to a tree trunk,
while your family has been locked
in a room upstairs, trying to shout,
but it is too late
as the crowd outside
rips off each other’s arms,
singing a hymn by heart,
every second person limbless,
and the ones who are not,
damned to never know
what they have done.
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Robert Krut is the author of three books; most recently, his collection The Now Dark Sky, Setting Us All on Fire (Codhill Press, 2019) received the 2018 Codhill Poetry Award. Previous books include This Is the Ocean (Bona Fide Books, 2013), recipient of the Melissa Lanitis Gregory Poetry Award, and The Spider Sermons (BlazeVox, 2009). His work has appeared widely both in print and online, in journals like Gulf Coast, Blackbird, Passages North, and more. He lives in Los Angeles, and teaches at the University of California, Santa Barbara in the Writing Program and College of Creative Studies. More information can be found at www.robert-krut.com.